Journal Wk 1: Why are you here?
Why I am here
I’m here because I love games basically. I have played a LOT of games of different genres and I’ve always thought it would be cool to make them. I love free-form space sims however there have been absolutely NO really good ones recently. After playing game after dissapointing game (X2, X3, Freelancer, Spaceforce), I felt as though I could make something better myself. Every time I think like this I end up day dreaming about a game that I would make and all these awesome ideas come into my head. When I saw this subject I just had to enrol because not only does it sound fun but its something that I would seriously consider as a career.
What interests me about games
What I love about games is that they are, despite what other people think, far more deep and immersive than any other entertainment medium. Basically the way I see it games are movies which are as long and detailed as books and you get to star in it.
What kinds of games I like to play
What kind of games do I like to play? Well as I already said I love free-form space sims and they are probably my true passion, however in general I like any game which has a good story. Story is what keeps me coming back to play more and more. Some games I love are Knights of the Old Republic 1 and 2, Jade Empire, Fallout 3, Oblivion. However with the latter two I was not happy with the engine. It had way too many immersion destroying bugs, such as the extremely twitchy physics and the extremely BAD and unrealistic character animations. I guess I like immersion too. I like to get totally engrossed in a game the way you get engrossed in a good book.
What I hope to learn
I’m not really sure, I guess I hope to learn more about how to design gameplay. I’ve already done Graphics and Advanced Graphics so this will complete my game making skillset.
Why do so many games involve guns?
Killing people and things in games is fun to do because its something you cannot do in real life. The personal weapon of this day and age is the gun so a lot of games which involve killing also involve guns. Shooting a gun also has a visceral feeling like nothing else, the juicy sounds of bullets hitting the victim and the sprays of blood where the bullet enters and exits, there is nothing really like it. Just the capability for pure destruction and gore makes guns fun to have in games. I think it’s also about realism. To simulate modern combat you absolutely cannot do without guns. Despite how many games involve guns, it still never gets old and nobody gets sick of it.